We lay face Down in pale solitude To save face We pulled our walls in front of you To the same place Where we danced in front of you And fell from grace And watched the hope fall from your face "This isn't me," I used to say All the love was so gone It feels good to be alive I've been dead for so long And all those broken promises That I can't face Afraid if someone notices I lose my place Fractured, broken, paralyzed I need some space Tear me open, analyze "This isn't me," I used to say All the love was so gone It feels good to be alive I've been dead for so long Wake up screaming I'm awake and dreaming And I won't stop breathing Until my heart stops beating "This isn't me," I used to say All the love was so gone All the love was so gone It feels good to be alive I've been dead for so long So long I've been dead for so long